I took a bunch of Ritalin because my dad hid the Concerta because he’s mad that I’m not seeing a psychiatrist so I guess he’s trying to force me to go to a doctor to get a prescription by depriving me of my medication…solid parenting, Daddy!

So what happened was I got into hyperfocus mode and I played guitar for two hours straight and I am not sure if I even made any progress skillwise.

Also I can’t find my phone. I keep calling it and it is not buzzing anywhere in my room. 

Oh god maybe it’s in the car. 

And I have something resembling eczema on my wrists and inner arms and inner elbows and it won’t go away.

So now my arms are itchy and my mouth is dry and my mood is shit.

I need to leave the house. But for what?

So my parents turn off the internet at night

And night is when I am most inclined to look up porn

So last night I drew a picture instead…it’s not explicit but alskdfsahdfsdflkjd

I don’t want to scan it because I’m scared my parents will somehow find it, so here’s a crappy version also it’s only the left half

I WILL SHOW YOU THE WHOLE THING IN PERSON :D

OK

I’m sorry for not posting in fuckin forever D:

x)

The doritos were AMAZING they made this less than a month left that much easier to get through. :-)